I am pretty not sure of myself
i just want a new look after this june holiday
something extremely crazy,
and people would not even noticed that it was even me.
so far i had my new spectacle done.
next week i want a haircut,
short haircut maybe?

Yesterday,Fathers day.
HAPPY FATHER's DAY, to Arwah BABA
and also,to my loving ATOK
lastly to,my FATHER
.....BABA....
i know you has gone leaving us few months ago,
i want to thank you for all the love you ever splashed over me,
and treated me more like your own child,
i'm touched and moved by your warmth you've given.
i never had the chance to say thank you and i love you.
i hope there's a time when you are around,
you felt that i love you BABA.
you were always there to ease me,
to let me get away from the old witch,
i know sometimes MAMA and BABA,
being hurt caused by the old lad.
BABA,rest in peace
i love you.
AL-FATEHAH.


>>>ATOK<<<
the one wise and loving grandfather i ever had.
the one who was not tired to cycled me back and forth from kindergaten till im pri 5
i have hurted you more than enough,since i am a kid.
yes i know,i'm a troubled child.
even though i had move out from The House,
i'm still thinking of you atok,
sometimes i do want to visits you,
but i just hate to see that old witch in the house.
Can't you see she is using you atok?
she puts you in spell,
wake up atok!
nevermind atok,when i grow up,i will buy house and you can stay with me.
yes,just both of us okay? i will take care of you.
i love you atok,HAPPY FATHER"S DAY..

***MY FATHER***
whatever happends you are still my FATHER.
happy father's day ayah.