Siti Hamidah Alexander Photographer.Balloon Sculpturer.Chocoholic. i like to get to the very bottom of things and to rummage in books. Wants to be a Psychologist.Talents for being Drama-tic.;)

Medot Don't Know what to say!

Today i feel like a little crazy angel.

I gone back at 6pm.before that i have to go though malay oral.
i felt like a broken malay girl.

i don't know how to speak malay much

i don't know how to speak chinese much.
And shamelessly i don't even knw how to speak THAI!
useless right?

I do admit i'm useless,LOL!after all i speak mixed malay-chinese and english with my friends.
my malay teacher gave such a diffcult question.
it's my luck that she test on me,if not other teachers may laugh at me on the spot,not knwing that i'm in Mixed blood of THAI.
my granmama sometimes scold me.
as i always takes wrong things.
And thats very funny.

talking abt Thai I do miss my mum and i can say,i miss her
alot than anyone could miss any mum.
people keep asking,whether i miss or not,ofcourse i do.
tell me who's daughter never miss her mum before,crazy.
time has gone very damn fast,

i'm 14 now.

And yet she's not back.I'm waiting,i will wait till my death came and take me away.
(mum pls came back i miss yu,don't you love me?)
I miss my bangalow in thai,i miss plucking some fruits on the window.
i miss granmama
i miss my friends there
after all
i miiss you mum.

i don't know where you are right now,yu may be dead,yu may be alive.
only GOD knows.

But pls dear mummy pls came back,
your child right here,
waiting for you to be back.

sometimes i feel myself in MARIA HERTOGH'S
shoes.i feel so comfused.I don't really know what is in my heritage.
what i know,my mum has a CHINESE-thai blood
my father,MALAY-indon blood

HAIYOH!

Thats all for today,have a nice day ahead!!
bye!!

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