I know its all my fault
i dissapoint all my teachers.
i lead miz haslindah in risk.
i spoilt my future.
i dissapoint all my family members and friends.

whats wrong with me?
why do i have to do all this.
why do i disguised myself.
i know watever miss wong say is true.
apologised isn't enough
i know

i know that i'm not myself
but i'm feeling hopeless right now..
i have no more energy
to go back to my own life.
i have no courage

to be myself again

i feel soo down

Why must i risk everyone in danger
why?
why can't i wake up
wake up medot.you bitch wad have i done
i really feel very damn bad

miz haslindah,cg dian,mis wong
everybody

i'm useless
omygoshhhhhh
wad have i done
to save someone,i'm myself in risk.

now every one misunderstood me
i misunderstood everyone.

haish
i really feel bad

badbadbad
miz haslindah thinks wrongly
she go tell hui shan and amanda wrongly
now everyone thinks wrongly
they talk wrongly
i angry wrongly
all wrong
what i did all wrong

i understnd watver miss wong said is true,

its my fault
my fault and my fault
im stupid,right?stupid medot
argggghhhhh

i've no heart
no feelings
no brain
no care
no risk

i don't care abt anyone

i'm sooooo depressed
pls don't push me any further
PLS

SHOB:**(

i'm gg to be crazy.
i wld go to mental hostpital
my head pain
my body shakes
my eyes sore

my mental goes wrong

WHY?WHY??

I'M STUPID
I HAVE NO SELF CONFIDENCE ANYMORE
PLS DON'T BLAME ME AGAIN
PLS,STOP BOTHERING ME
IM STRESSS
YU THINK I FELT GOOD?
NO I DON'T
HUHUHU

PLS LEAVE ME ALONE