Siti Hamidah Alexander Photographer.Balloon Sculpturer.Chocoholic. i like to get to the very bottom of things and to rummage in books. Wants to be a Psychologist.Talents for being Drama-tic.;)

Life and appreciation

Sometimes i lose to myself,bcs i definitely can't get a grip for certain things in life that makes me left with a state of turmoil during devastating situations.
life's a roller coaster,i know i have to be strong and be self assured that everything will be alright.i have always been my own self motivator,criticism, and enlightenment.(yup i do talk to myself sometimes.) i agree,that sometimes life is just soo unfair to you that you just have to curse it away.
however,thats not the reason for you to end your life,esp at bedok reservoir,enough for the 6 victims or must i say idiots(act 5 - the child) ? there's always a time when you randomly cry in the middle of the night,for some minor cause.well maybe you are just being overly-sentitive esp when you had bottled-up all the past bad accurance that happened to you.
Not to worry,you are not alone.I know i'm young,and i definitely not accepted to be in the league to talk about my 17 year young life.
Don't underestimate and judge one's life.cause you do not have the right to do so. because no one,NO ONE have/can never ever ride-on in our shoes,and be the Dora the explorer in our life.everyone have their own versions and visions for their life story.
Btw,Counsellors aren't there to understand your life,bcs they are humans like us,you dont expect them to understand you.They are there for lending the ears and shoulder for you to pour on.their jobs is basically to listen and console.5 years in Siglap secondary,i'm proud to say i have awesome counsellors in my school,and they deserve a credit to my humble post, let me present to you....

::~::Ms.Dian,Ms.Haslindah,Ms.Adeline chua,Ms.Shahidah,Ms.Angela khiu::~:: thank you for being there when i needed the most,giving me advices,encouragements,sometimes a tight slap wake-up calls of facts that i needed,during the times i'm obviously blind or sleep walking.Thank you for the guidance,treating me like a sister,child,and friend.i could never imagine how my life would be without you people,it would be different,maybe for worst.million thank yous will never be enough.i will do my best in whatever i do.i will never forget you.thank you again.