Fatty Medot's
Daily Rantings
Thursday, October 8, 2009, 7:16 PM
I felt more contented now...
Starting off with some picas :)
my nephews,in blue,muhd darwisy(johor)
cousins(johor)
counsins(singles) pure and virgin :)
Mercun(johor only)..After so long..
I've breath in deeply for my last paper.
Having the paper was like forever,
Exam fever is finally over,
now I'm back as a slacker.
-random poem
Mood for Hari Raya Aid was completely off,
it does not feel the same anymore,
I prefer Fasting month more,whereby I had learnt how to self-control,understand more how unfortunate people felt,charity and to draw myself nearer to Allah s.w.t.
This year was the first time I actually goes for Teraweh,with friends and most of the time with my loving Family.
The feelings was indescribable.And trust me,the feelings was like heaven.
I felt lighter than ever. :)
As this was the First year i celebrated Hari raya with my aunt,that i called Mama,with two Brothers and two sisters.was fun and exiting.
Actually the atmosphere was different,as my uncle.whom i called him Baba,passed away this year.So we did'nt do much.
We actually celebrated first raya in JB with my uncle and aunts whom lives in JB.
It has been three person so far in the family that passed away.it has been very tough for me and for all.
I'll just pray that Allah s.w.t has put them in where all the good people stays,as they are the good people who thereafter deserves heaven.Amin.
Now i just hope and prays that i could became a better person that would make Mama and Baba proud.
The deeds that they had given me,could not be return in form of money or life.
Mama
,I'm sorry for all my wrong doings,its all unintentional.For now.I only could give you all my love,care and Doa for blessing to you.I know,I'm always troubled you since I was a kid.I'm touched for all this while.you had given me all the love and care that I needed.I will cherish you till i Die.I promised myself to take care of you and protect you from any harm.You are the one and only one that can understand my feelings in and out.Nobody but you.
thank you Mama.
Al-fateha: Arwah dan Arwahyarhamah,
Dadi Mariam,Abg Achmad and Baba Shariff
Thats all for today.
I've breath in deeply for my last paper.
Having the paper was like forever,
Exam fever is finally over,
now I'm back as a slacker.
-random poem
Mood for Hari Raya Aid was completely off,
it does not feel the same anymore,
I prefer Fasting month more,whereby I had learnt how to self-control,understand more how unfortunate people felt,charity and to draw myself nearer to Allah s.w.t.
This year was the first time I actually goes for Teraweh,with friends and most of the time with my loving Family.
The feelings was indescribable.And trust me,the feelings was like heaven.
I felt lighter than ever. :)
As this was the First year i celebrated Hari raya with my aunt,that i called Mama,with two Brothers and two sisters.was fun and exiting.
Actually the atmosphere was different,as my uncle.whom i called him Baba,passed away this year.So we did'nt do much.
We actually celebrated first raya in JB with my uncle and aunts whom lives in JB.
It has been three person so far in the family that passed away.it has been very tough for me and for all.
I'll just pray that Allah s.w.t has put them in where all the good people stays,as they are the good people who thereafter deserves heaven.Amin.
Now i just hope and prays that i could became a better person that would make Mama and Baba proud.
The deeds that they had given me,could not be return in form of money or life.
Mama
,I'm sorry for all my wrong doings,its all unintentional.For now.I only could give you all my love,care and Doa for blessing to you.I know,I'm always troubled you since I was a kid.I'm touched for all this while.you had given me all the love and care that I needed.I will cherish you till i Die.I promised myself to take care of you and protect you from any harm.You are the one and only one that can understand my feelings in and out.Nobody but you.
thank you Mama.
Al-fateha: Arwah dan Arwahyarhamah,
Dadi Mariam,Abg Achmad and Baba Shariff
Thats all for today.
Siti Hamidah Iskandar Tan Bk