Siti Hamidah Alexander Photographer.Balloon Sculpturer.Chocoholic. i like to get to the very bottom of things and to rummage in books. Wants to be a Psychologist.Talents for being Drama-tic.;)
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Fatty Medot's
Daily Rantings
Tuesday, May 26, 2009, 6:08 PM
something in my heart says,i still love you.

We had gone through many things together
jokes,shops,lepak,laugh,girls etc
sad,happy,angry etc
Do you ever feel how sad am i not to see you by my side every morning?
i used to asked
eh where asyqin? eeh? asyqin tk datang?
now i think we are fallen apart
even though we are in hot cilli padi(sour faces and hot headed) event this few days
theres still a tiny place in my heart,
calling out you name
there is still a place where my heart says,
i still love you,
no matter how f***'ing hurt you had hurt me
don't yu ever know how hurt am i for you to post nasty things about me in YOUR blog?
never in my life being criticised like this in blogs
if i were to be the old medot you ever met
i would have been;
shouting at you vulgarly
post bad things about you in blogs
spamming your blogs
curse you to hell
dont you ever noticed,i been talking to you very very nicely,given you advised,a good advice
and what did you do?
post blogs about me,
curse me to hell,
using vulgarities to me.
even saying that i jump conclusions,misunderstood you
you know what?i don't knw you neither
because the new you,dont even know me at all
i prefer the old asyqin who atleast respected me
who never wrote to her blog about me
who atleast knows me better
eventhough she is worst then the new asyqin
she still have the sense of respect to me.
you never,ever once to sit back and think,watever i wrote to you is an good caring advise from you old pal,that actually miss you
all she have to do at you is worried and nags at you.
you shattered my heart into pieces
and congratulations
you let me down at once
i gave up my life relying on anyone from now on.

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