Fatty Medot's
Daily Rantings
Sunday, November 16, 2008, 10:05 PM
my thoughtfull mind
today
after gone home frm ECP
cik nor visited datuk,abt his hand of 5stiches
cik nor visited datuk,abt his hand of 5stiches
thats not wat i wanna talk about.
well ths time i wanna flash back memories of my family
let me be alone in ths topic.
i wanna scream
alone in this blog.
paman;
i remembered how much you love to be with me
when we are younger,your attention is all over me,
we played together,yu cut my nails,yu feed me,yu buy me presents,yu doted me so much
i miss all of yur love.
yu changed alot.
i miss the old yu paman.
so sorry to trouble yu.
ilove you paman.
i don't feel the same anymore.
right now i feel that i want to run far away.
i don't feel the same anymore.
right now i feel that i want to run far away.
far away frm singapore.
far away frm people that i know.
I wanna my oldself back
i want to be the good girl that everyone praised.
thers soo many memories.
after late abg achmad gone far away.
i'm missing someone that always irritates me.
and i dun see anymore happy smiles on baba's face,and it saddens me,
alot...
far away frm people that i know.
I wanna my oldself back
i want to be the good girl that everyone praised.
thers soo many memories.
after late abg achmad gone far away.
i'm missing someone that always irritates me.
and i dun see anymore happy smiles on baba's face,and it saddens me,
alot...
and now i have some people in the family that cannot be trusted.
or maybe i trust and relay on them too much?
maybe now i sld'nt trust anyone anymore.
my mentor is rite maybe i sld be a loner instead.
but i think we shared things to someone outside family feels allot betta.
i need a break
or maybe i trust and relay on them too much?
maybe now i sld'nt trust anyone anymore.
my mentor is rite maybe i sld be a loner instead.
but i think we shared things to someone outside family feels allot betta.
i need a break
And yes i do feel left out.
Labels: give me a break can?, leave me alone
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